Recently, I am proud to say I have been accomplishing everything on my calendar everyday. I exercise, write in my journal, write for an hour on Stand-up, read, and do shows almost every night. Once a week I take guitar lessons as well as martial arts.
There are moments I can tell I fill my life up with many things to distract myself to not have a moment to be sad. That being said, lately I have been sad and it comes and goes and I know many people understand. I had to get on medications for it and my doctor knew it was the best thing for me and it is. The road has been giving me nothing but sad, scary thoughts except of course when I am doing my shows. Now I feel back to my old ways of wanting to accomplish all my goals in my God Can and want to take advantage of my time.
Tonight after my show at the Ice House in my favorite city Pasadena (where I plan on moving to soon- a little cottage in the future with flowers, my gnomes, and cats) I stopped by the Barnes and Noble and picked up four books I reserved online earlier today. They are the books you see in the picture. I got happy knowing that each of them have a strong main color and that is yellow. Yellow means happiness to me. My bed comforter is also yellow so I took the picture of the yellow books on my yellow bed.